January 2010
68 posts
Jan 29th
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He didn't make it
hokeyheart: Why does life have to be so difficult? Why can’t I just have one obstacle at a time rather than a million life-shattering ones? I miss him. which boy? haha, yes I’m serious.
Jan 29th
Jan 29th
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Jan 24th
Jan 24th
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Jan 24th
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Jan 21st
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gag
is my natural response to coachella. I’ve been sick of it since it became popular, and this year isn’t any different.
Jan 21st
rockharbor
my church- which i love!- has a website called CORE. it is a tool to get people plugged in and such. anyways, tumblr and rockharbor.core is soooo similar….makes me love my blog even more!
Jan 21st
gym
went today for the first time in ONE YEAR. not exaggerating. I mean I have worked out during this past year, but I went to the tennis club where my mom works so I get to go for free. Why haven’t I gone more this break? Well I am working out- legitimately a real workout- every day. I am unhappy about my weight, but why sulk about it? I need to get my booty in shape and be happy with it by...
Jan 20th
fasting
with my lifegroup (which is a fancy name for my bible study) today. I am fasting so that I will be a better light as a Christian. Its hard, especially when I check my blog and I follow all these delish food blogs. I am breaking it at dinner time today though :)
Jan 20th
Jan 20th
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Jan 20th
The only upside
hokeyheart: to being this stressed is that I don’t eat and I somehow hit 112, which I haven’t been since I was depressed at Santa Cruz. 112?!??!?!?! I haven’t been this since 11th grade?
Jan 20th
Jan 20th
Jan 20th
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good find
I found an online yoga and cardio kickboxing video today. So even in the rain, I can work out! I have to work out everyday and get down to 120 again. Boooo.
Jan 20th
So I did something I thought I never would..
hokeyheart: And it isn’t a good thing. I let someone who I knew had a girlfriend kiss me. In fact, his girlfriend was in the house while we were walking the dog. In my defense, I was indeed both drunk and high and it was after a wedding (which means that I was all sappy and romantic feeling). Which aren’t excuses but everyone knows that drinking impairs your judgment. And he was so cute....
Jan 20th
get me out.
Dear California State School Board, Christmas breaks should not be this long. It is extremely unrealistic to have a 5 week vacation. What adult can just take 5 weeks off? Nobody, unless you are laid off, which is how I feel at the time being. Its uneasy and is unappealing to me- how strange.  It is an awkward amount of time, (5 is an odd number) and I have been restless for a week now. I am...
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Jan 18th
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Jan 18th
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Jan 18th
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Jan 18th
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Jan 18th
confused
its finally hit me.
Jan 16th
Jan 16th
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Jan 16th
Bold what's in your bedroom...
pineappleupsidedown: parasitbumi:gingerpicturegirl:nopapergangsta:alliwantedwasyou:notveryconstant:bringtehlawlz:breakyourneck:teresalikesyourface: 1. A hamper 2. A calendar 3. A band poster 4. Art projects 5. Barcode sticker 6. Poster/picture I had since I was little 7. Some Halloween decorations 8. A lamp with a funky lamp shade 9. A twin size bed 10. Some burned CDs 11. Dead flowers 12....
Jan 16th
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Jan 16th
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Jan 14th
16 notes
Lorraine..
hokeyheart: I recently met a rich guy who keeps offering to buy me stuff, from groceries to larger items. I’m not a girl who’s looking for a dude to pay her bills. Should I be saying yes or no to his offers? I don’t want him to think that’s all I want him for. Cary McNeal answered question on January 12, 2010 11:15 PM Well, you can take his gifts if you like, but know that every gift comes...
Jan 14th
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Jan 13th
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Jan 12th
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Jan 12th
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Jan 12th
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Jan 12th
Jan 12th
green tea & honey
has gotten me through today; God’s gifts from the earth.
Jan 9th
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Jan 8th
Jan 8th
142 notes
influenza
can taken its toll on me. i’ve had chest pains since last sat./sun. its affecting everything sleeplessness achy all over painful to lay on my side right side is way worse hurts to breathe and unable to take deep breaths can’t do any one thing for a long time, i get too tired hurts to bend down, due to the pressure when i go down hopefully when i go to teh doctor, for the SECOND...
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